Sex

as a woman 

there’s a level of respect 

that hiccups make us forget 

that pressure through worldly gestures 

we neglect and reject 

to create a hurt 

with no worth prospect 

we feed wrong seeds 

known as weeds 

that make us bleed with need

to pick up a pace 

not made for His Race 

we feed a fake

that makes us break

to teach us to take 

in pain with no gain

which is really all in vain

as a woman 

there’s a level of respect 

that hiccups make us forget 

that pressure through worldly gestures 

we neglect and reject 

to create a hurt 

with no worth prospect 

why would a man

stand to buy a cow

when as a woman 

we make the wrong bow 

and allow a man to land

disrespectfully in a space 

where we are now disgraced

and that empty can never be replaced

why would a man 

buy the cow 

when the milk was free

the cookies were given 

so swiftly and the man

takes a stand to drift quickly 

as a woman when we see

what’s not meant to be

after the cookies were free

we pick up the wrong pace 

to cover our hurt from no worth

artistic in an unrealistic  

make-up filled pretty face

there’s nothing pretty 

about designing the wrong man

to cultivate two strands quicksand 

in a no holy matrimony committee 

all because the sex was too early

and we’re vex

through the switch 

from the man 

we decide to fornicate 

in a fading euphoric state 

pre-marital sex 

will never delegate

the heart of the man

by then its far too late 

we pressed send 

on a painful journey of offend

through tear-stained pretend 

and hallow swallows 

always follow 

a man will never respectfully 

buy the cow when the milk was free

a man already got the cookies 

a man drifts as he switches 

a man studies 

who a woman makes her buddies 

a man thinks 

and the sex-filled relationship sinks

a man drinks from his wandering winks

a man will always maunder 

and ponder on other women 

a man will cheat 

because the woman is cheap

the cow was so free 

a man put in no work 

as a woman we feel that hurt

from the easily access cookies 

as a woman 

there’s a level of respect 

that hiccups make us forget 

that pressure through worldly gestures 

we neglect and reject 

to create a hurt 

with no worth prospect 

a man will never love 

if God didn’t approve from Above

a man will never see Holy 

if God isn’t in the matrimony 

that wrong hues of two

will never be godly truth

as a woman sex cannot be used 

as a woman sex cannot be a ruse

as a fuse because we just lose 

as a woman sex will always feel abused 

when we decide to lie

and hide what hurts inside 

sex is for the man God 

says go to

only to one man 

as a woman 

we must stand  

in Jesus Christ 

He’ll never leave 

or make us bleed 

He’ll never cause strife 

only God can make us a wife

not the world 

as a best last first bite

Jesus Christ removes wrong weeds

Jesus Christ refuses with fruitful seeds

Jesus Christ is the same

Jesus Christ will never

make us feel shame or lame 

Jesus Christ protects our hearts

only God knows that one man

only God creates three strands:

he + He + her

will always be His Stir

as a woman

we have to wait 

Love your sister Crysta  

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10 thoughts on “Sex

  1. Real men will not cheat on a loving wife. I believe in the old wisdom. Take two to tangle and two people. To forget what brought them together. Powerful words and thoughts. Made me think this morning.

    • Thank you!!! I give all the credit to my savior Jesus. I completely agree with you. Real men, and real women would have no reason to cheat, especially when we practice the boldness to have radical faith and be guided by Jesus and not the broken cultures of the world. There’s too many scary ideologies that we as man get tripped up on. We all want to be loved and to love. We all want to be understood and sadly there’s cruel broken people who take HUGE advantage of that. I know I’ve been there too many times to count and I wanted it all to end. I tried killing myself a few times in the past. But Jesus and my chase after him set me free. I know with conviction man cannot validate or complete me. It’s about complimenting the person we as man were created to love. I stand by this bold belief. But what I stand by even more is that we must become the woman or man we want to attract. Self growth is imperative. Healing is the only way we can ever truly be set free from anything. Blessings!! Thank you so much for reading! 🙏🏼

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