Community

None of this is fair.

You is the he God says is for me.

It’s not fair you decided that lies were better. 

It’s not fair you decided that lust was better.

It’s not fair that your choice 

from the world of man’s voice 

was the place that left 

you now feeling suffocated and isolated.

There’s no unity 

in that building you call a community.

This community is the scrutiny 

you choose to lose yourself.

The ruse that man stand, 

in that worldly land

was the path 

to your current matrimonial math.

You picked the easy task to never ask.

You picked security.

You thought that’s the look of purity.

It’s lazy because you’re not challenged.

It’s lacking the accountability 

that leads to maturity. 

It’s a cop out to op out of speaking.

All your inner turmoil comes out leaking.

Nobody sees your need.

You are mute in a silent salute.

You pay tribute to the decay of yesterday. 

In that building:

Nobody has you back.

Nobody cares about:

the silent,

violent,

militant,

and post-traumatic attacks.

There’s no unity 

in that building you call a community.

This community is the scrutiny 

you choose to lose yourself.

The ruse that man stand, 

in that worldly land

was the path 

to your current matrimonial math.

Humans in that building smile in your face 

and laugh behind your back 

as if you’re a disgrace.

That building is old, cold, and bold 

in the distress of public statistical flesh.

You have money,

so that makes you 

amazing dollar signs honey.

That building was more important 

than fighting for His Light & His Kingdom.

That building is full of dead lead

battling flawed sinners 

who positioned your condition to be a winner.

You put that building on a pedestal 

that everyone sees you did 

and uses this truth for kool-aid proof.

When man goes Above God then man

writes your life 

with a hand picked ‘wife’

that’s really lies and strife.

Hook, line, and sinker 

you became a lame, shamed-filled drinker.

Drunkenness clouds clarity, and stillness.

Easy manipulation, is man’s dedication. 

There’s no unity 

in that building you call a community.

This community is the scrutiny 

you choose to lose yourself.

The ruse that man stand, 

in that worldly land

was the path 

to your current matrimonial math.

It’s not fair 

that the ugly backwards hat

was more important 

to feed the weed of man

to suffocate silently 

in your two strand quicksand.

It’s not fair that you decided

to hide the lies inside

when all you feel is the reel of die.

God never sent the woman 

you don’t love from Above. 

God never said go in that current show.

Your fear to be alone 

is the reality you walk now 

feeling like a peeling done drone.

Wearing wrong wedding rings 

will always sting.

It takes more than two believers to marry.

It takes more than loving God to be godly. 

It takes absurd faith like Abraham

who trusted God Above all the backlash.

It takes absurd faith like Noah 

who build the vision he was shown 

after all his backlash. 

Only God got Noah 

through his drunkenness,

and he still obeyed 

in his self-torturous decay. 

It takes absurd faith like Saul 

who became Apostle Paul,

to take a leap and 

no longer be stronger 

in unworthy or cheap.

The leap of faith Paul took 

is how he wrote the New Testament. 

If God can make him new 

why can’t he do that for you too? 

If God can have a plan for 

Jacob being tricked by his father-in-law

where Jacob married Leah, a woman he didn’t love. 

And had to work for Rachel, whom he did truly love: the mother of his sons he found precious: Joseph and Benjamin. 

Then why can’t you trust 

God has a plan for you too?

Man will always have a plan

especially if they clearly see your prosperity.

Everyone will want a piece of the prize,

so they feed false prophecy and lies,

through your insecurities 

blocking His Security.

None of this is fair.

You is the he God says is for me.

It’s not fair you decided that lies were better. 

It’s not fair you decided that lust was better.

It’s not fair that your choice 

from the world of man’s voice 

was the place that left 

you now feeling disgrace.

What is fair is God has the final say.

So your current decay 

will continue to have delays.

Pay close attention to the intentions 

of your “godly” she:

plotter or pure

liar or honest

lead by death in flesh 

or lead by life of The Holy Spirit

she who findeth you

or you who findeth she

trusts choices of man 

or trusts the voice of God

self-seeking or sacrificial

entitled to take or loves to give

looks to you to give or 

looks to give and build you

rushes everything or practices stillness?

That building is not a place of worship.

That building is a place 

to play god in flesh facades. 

That building is like the pharaoh of exodus 

that oppressed God’s people. 

That building has many stone hearts.

Only God can turn a heart to flesh.

Let Go(d) to know and grow.

You is the he God says is for me.  

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