Marriage

Daddy,

I don’t know what 

you have for me.

I see supernaturally 

You are using all

these pitfalls,

and adversaries 

to set your daughter free.

I choose to believe 

that you have 

the best for me,

so despite the

tangible strife

in my life by

all this fighting,

I will sing 

Your Praise.

I will cling 

to You King.

You make

my soul

pump the breaks,

in the stake of 

fake to be free

to see under 

Your Wings.

I supernaturally receive the similarities between your daughter that birthed me, and your younger daughter that doesn’t know her worth, who defaced her space with the secretive race, through the slums of her sins that never resulted in a win: just radioactive tailspins. 

Your younger daughter thought she wouldn’t get caught, after she fought to keep her creeping cheap lies inside, that she used to blindside this he you will always say is for me. Your younger daughter thought the assistance in her persistence, through that crowds to community night no unity, will make her keep this he you will always say is for me intuitively. 

The flesh god facades in that building with no godly wings, just make her stake in fake wedding rings sting, due to being the hue that enervated the pale scales to continue to prevail, on this he you will always say is for me. This he no longer wants to be stronger in the worldly connection of flesh, which is the only way your younger daughter believed her lie she’ll always have the final say. Your younger daughter’s house of cards tumbled in her rumble that’s dismantling before her sage raged eyes. That four month fast track dating to wedding matrimony, didn’t cover the worldly phony, or her role in this predestined testimony. 

The world is broken Daddy. Culturally, society has created habitual mockeries that are against the biblical connection and protection of the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding. The peace of God teaches and reaches us to fix our eyes on the prize of Jesus Christ, who will always be the key to Light the dark on what’s not right inside.

“And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.”

‭‭Philippians‬ ‭4:7‬ ‭KJV‬‬

There’s an inherited brokenness on the concept of being a flawed human, who makes mistakes that are painful. Only through God does pain have gain. Otherwise our hurt has no worth and is all in vain.

“As one whom his mother comforteth, so will I comfort you; and ye shall be comforted in Jerusalem. And when ye see this, your heart shall rejoice, and your bones shall flourish like an herb: and the hand of the Lord shall be known toward his servants, and his indignation toward his enemies.”

‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭66:13-14‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Immeasurable amount of pain is a necessity that catapults us in our purpose. Our mistakes are like the engine that activates our calling through the pitfall we are created to conquer by giving God our all. Take for example Saul who turned to Apostle Paul. This is the greatest story of redemption in biblical history. Saul was always called to be Apostle Paul. I have a theory he always knew, and thought being an awful human would remove the calling on his life. Welp, it didn’t remove anything, he still had to be the author of most of the New Testament. Nothing we do can change what we are called to do, especially if we find ourselves in a marriage we didn’t discern on, or a marriage God isn’t in at all. Two strand marriages will always be quicksand savages.

Marriage is a taboo topic on planet earth. There’s a blinding brokenness, that humans are truly comfortable on feeding. Humans are gossipers, and harsh critics yet choke in a fearful concept of being judged themselves. I would know, I used to feed the same ignorant inheritance, before walking the testimony that I walk now. One of the many lessons I’ve learned walking my third year recommitted with Christ, is that the word of God is misquoted and misinterpreted. 

One of the greatest lessons I’ve learned to biblically combat that dangerous fact, is pray before I read the word to be open to the Holy Spirit to lead me in the truths I need to learn, and what I need to see. I used to read the Bible as a book too. That’s why I was lost and confused for so long. The Holy Bible is not designed to be read as a book. It’s the foundation in our salvation, by the daily sanctification of denying our flesh. Prayer is the key to this process. The Spirit must always be the guide to show us what we hide inside by lies, which truly makes us die and walk misguided. 

“We cannot read or see what we are not ready for,” that’s pearls of wisdom from my best friend Jojo* she’s so correct. It’s true. The Bible says God hates divorce, it’s true he does. God also hates disobedience, that’s a sin and disobedience can lead any human down a rabbit hole of lies, that can get completely overwhelming to keep up like a marriage God never blessed or agreed to. Your younger daughter leaned on her own understanding, that landed herself in the two strand wedding quicksand she’s currently and radioactively tailspinning in by the slums of her sins. The assistance of the village of humans, which were in this he’s space, and ears feeding on his fears. The same he you God keep saying is for me. Fear is not of God. Fear is fleeing in misery with the enemy. Fear is darkness, and only Jesus can turn on the light of what’s not right inside. 

The Bible also says what God puts together no man can separate. 

“What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder.”

‭‭Mark‬ ‭10:9‬ ‭KJV‬‬

If God put two souls together, and made them one flesh then nothing can separate them due to the three strands of being unbreakable: 

he + He + her = God’s Stir.

“Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up. Again, if two lie together, then they have heat: but how can one be warm alone? And if one prevail against him, two shall withstand him; and a threefold cord is not quickly broken.”

‭‭Ecclesiastes‬ ‭4:9-12‬ ‭KJV‬‬

That’s the path to rock solid math. But if a village of humans puts a couple together, then only the same village of humans can keep said couple together. Our biblical example of what God supernaturally puts together is found in Genesis 2. Biblically God didn’t describe or use a village of humans to join Adam and Eve together. (Or the man and the woman, depending on your biblical version.) Biblically, God created Eve supernaturally from Adam’s ribcage when he was in a state of stillness and restfulness. God took Adam’s rib, which was hurt with worth that Adam didn’t feel, because he was sleeping. And through the faithfulness of God, God still healed Adam even though he didn’t feel the pain. Humans walk around in pain but can’t feel it, because they’re sleepwalking. Like Adam was when Eve took the forbidden fruit, and Adam failed to cover his rib as the alpha male, and the head of the household.  

Biblically God references wisdom as a she, making women very special to God; but need an immeasurable amount of protection, because of the many blind spots women have. If a woman’s ordained ribcage is sleepwalking, then as the neck to the head of the household, that woman has to cling to her King in prayer until her ribcage wakes up. Eve didn’t do that either. Both Adam and Eve biblically failed. As humans we must cease without praying, however when we pray we must have the audacity to actually be open to God and His truth, not what we want to do. 

“Pray without ceasing.”

‭‭1 Thessalonians‬ ‭5:17‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Sin entered the world, because Adam and Eve stopped going to God respectively, and that’s why God had a plan for human being’s. Human being’s are called to be flawed, and authentically wired to miss the mark: sin. We are created to sin, and get it wrong. Sin is ingrained in our existence. That’s why God had a plan in the form of Emmanuel: God with us. From the beginning of time, before the creation of heaven and earth, God had a plan to spark the dark, and Light what’s not right through the life of Jesus Christ on the Cross of Calvary. Our Savior is far greater through the victory of the death through Our Messiah. 

Daddy, you are doing a work in my heart. It’s so warm right now. I just say yes to all this unknown:

my loans,

my living situation, and

my newfound unemployment. Daddy I’m empty, and completely where you need me to be: free falling in the unknown. Your Way, not my way.

All the supernatural testimonies you show me Daddy, and the ones I’m over and under connected supernaturally in the blunders, are all in your control. As your vessel all I can do is keep my sword lifted, in my layer of prayers until you move Daddy. As I draw closer to you, I see that I’ve completely changed into a woman I don’t recognize, right before my baffled and rattled eyes. As I draw closer to you, I see what I have to do. 

I must have the audacity 

to actually reject and neglect

the dulling prospect of stagnancy.

I must have the audacity 

to actually be in love,

because love is 

found bound from Above.

You’re supernaturally 

reviving my heart 

to beat in Your Heat.

We are all called 

to conquer are pitfalls.

I must have the audacity 

to actually lift my sword

in my layers of prayers.

Daddy, you supernaturally 

freed me from adversaries 

like my perspective 

on the sensitive 

objective: marriage

through my season

by Your Reason 

in this wilderness

by my hinderance 

of tangibility and marriage.

All of this is temporary.

All of this is secondary.

Your Vision, and 

Your Mission:

stop the clock

in the rewind of time.

To redirect eyes 

back on the prize,

the Light of Jesus Christ.

To no longer 

be stronger in

sinking from thinking,

but to float off the boat.

By spreading the hue

that will always be true.

The gospel of Jesus Christ

through the biblical proof

of truth: The Holy Bible.

The Holy Bible

is the only Light

that can spark the dark 

on what’s not right inside.

Thank you O’ Lord

continue to bless our souls.

Thank you O’ Lord

continue to shield 

us in Your Armor.

I love you King.

Love your daughter. 

*names changed for privacy purposes. #TeamProPrivacy

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