humanity 

Daddy, 

I lay down any ungodly emotions that I have for these three daughter of yours. Fake is a stake that eventually breaks. Fake is darkness in desperate need of the Light of Jesus Christ, to shed brightly on what’s not right inside. Fake is intoxicated quicksand that’s addicting in sinking thinking, by hiding behind the misguided lies of pride. Fake is a frustration that all three of these daughter’s flee in misery with the enemy. Fake is the foundation of that building with no godly wings, in the self-inflicted incision decision these daughter’s permeate by cheap creeping lemonade ways. What’s done in the dark always comes to light. All impure motives are brought to the surface. Every deeply buried secret will come to light. It’s in the Bible:

“For nothing is secret, that shall not be made manifest; neither any thing hid, that shall not be known and come abroad. Take heed therefore how ye hear: for whosoever hath, to him shall be given; and whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken even that which he seemeth to have.”

‭‭Luke‬ ‭8:17-18‬ ‭KJV‬‬

These three daughters are facing truths in uncontrollable ways. Daughter O, the same daughter I had that garden maze dream about last summer, is lonely and in aggressive deep prayer regarding her significant other, who wants to run for cover. Daughter T cannot believe what she keeps seeing about the he who wants to flee from daughter T. Daughter T doesn’t want to receive that this twenty-two month chase was a disgrace, and not a slam dunk. Daughter T fights to accept, and chooses to neglect the funk dumping quest in this mess is not biblically blessed by you God. Daughter T doesn’t want to see, what she aggressively achieved is toxicity for all the world to painfully see so publicly. 

Daughter T wants to make believe like Daisy, from The Great Gatsby. Daughter T wants to believe all the lies will stay buried inside, because her pride blinds her in the fleshly misguided destructive talk she wants to continue to walk. Sinking in thinking drinking is no longer working. Daughter T does not want to allow her final bow, because daughter T sees this he will be set free faithfully. This he has a supernatural dome she can never call home. Daughter T feels duped in her legalized lying loop. 

Daughter O refuses to lose in her newfound ruse with this man that sees her as legalized quicksand. Daughter O has to be successful in this setback, by bouncing back from what she believes is a satanic attack. Daddy why would I have dreamt about these two, last year where you supernaturally keep showing me they are right where you and I meet in my dreams currently? Time didn’t change what you keep showing me. How’s this an attack? Consistently is godly, not of satan. Chaos is disorder not order. I don’t personally know them, and I’m far removed from that building with no godly wings. I have been for over eight months. The rushing wind you showed me three and a half years ago about that building with no godly wings is also happening right now. Daughter O is aggressive in her layers of desperate prayers to reverse what she believes is a demonic curse. 

Daughter C wants to come for me, but how is that godly? Biblically love covers a multiple of sins. Only charity brings clarity. Barbarity is vulgarity in the prison of popularity, which is a mess humans feed in broken need by flesh. Reacting is flesh. Petty is flesh. Jealousy is flesh. Everything not biblically stated in Galatians 5:22-23, is flesh. Love covers sins. Flesh is sins. Sinning will never be godly winning. 

“And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins.”

‭‭1 Peter‬ ‭4:8‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Being petty is a window access to the ungodly emotion known as jealousy. It bothers me that women struggle to be real sisters to each other. The only way to combat this severe curse that women suffer from, which is far more than men go through is for me to pray. I cannot pray, and be pissed at the same time. I cannot love, and hate at the same time. I cannot react in flesh, and be on my knees aggressively lifting women that are hurtful at the same time. 

Unconsciously there can be times where as ingrained sinners, we hurt those around us unintentionally. And there are times when there are intentional reactive responses. God is a God of stillness, order and peace. There’s no peace in being combative. There’s no peace in being reactive. There’s no order on starting disruption. There’s only chaos in disruption. Chaos isn’t godly. Chaos is worldly, and satan is of the world. The world is darkness. Thank God Jesus beat the darkness of death by turning on the light, and making it right on the Cross of Calvary. Thank God you taught me to meditate on 1 Corinthians 14 which biblically taught me to walk godly in this area. 

Yes, Jesus died for past, present, and future sins. That’s represented in all forms, such as a woman that’s a virgin, or a woman that’s in prostitution. Luke 7 is such a powerful chapter in the Bible. There’s so much going on here, and it’s one of my favorite chapters in the Bible. That chapter got me through a lot of painful days. Every time I meditate on it, I learn something new. I need to work on meditating on this gem even more. 

Simon the Pharisee judged the woman that was sinful with her body, but Jesus was in awe and full of love that she loved on Jesus aggressively, and openly not knowing what response she’ll receive back. Jesus died knowing we didn’t love him, so it’s very mirroring to me. That’s beyond beautiful and touching. Jesus forgave her sins. And she was made new. Like all sinners that seek Jesus as a Savior. We are not our past. We wouldn’t be blessed with new mercies every morning, if we were meant to be held hostage by the bondages of our past. 

We as women can only stay pure through the conscious aggressive decision of choosing to lift the cross, and deny our flesh every single day. Salvation is an undeserving gift we experience one time. However, sanctification is a daily war we must put on the armor of God to have a slither of a fighting chance in this barbaric dance. (Ephesians 6:11) Denying our flesh is hard. It only feels impossible when we forget to do this denying through God. Nothing is impossible through God. (Matthew 19:26) Choosing Jesus is a mindset to commit to, and through the accountability of the Holy Spirit, and the iron sharpeners that God blesses us with, is the only way to treat our body like the temple God tells us to treat it as. 

A purity ring can’t change a committed mindset. Being a virgin doesn’t change a committed mindset either. All humans commit: to sins or to godly wins. The heart check truly is what are we committing to? And do we have specks in our eyes that need to be taken out, before we notice logs in other eyes? Judging is a domain that biblically is only meant for God. We can’t judge a human’s Godly Glory, because we don’t know their painful journey, or story that brought them there. We all need heart checks, and I’m on that top of this list. I’m a hothead reactor in desperate need of a Savior who’s far greater. 

Thank you Jesus for the pruning, fine tuning, and blessing me with the greatest iron sharpening best friend I could ever pray for. She’s far better than what I prayed for. She’s far greater then I expected or deserve. God is in the business of blowing our minds. But we have to be open to the transforming from societal and cultural conformity in routined mutant deformity. We have to be open to transfer from dark to Light, to receive who we are called to be in all the godly prosperity made just for us. 

I’ll continue to lift my sword for your daughter’s, and the rest of the world to boldly not coldly, and to be in love by turning their back to the world. To openly turn backs to the vulgarity of popularity faithfully, as the humanity we are all called to be in unity. Sisterhood is a gift. Every woman should have a godly sisterhood. But we cannot have anything we are not ready for. So prepare us God. In Jesus name, amen. 

I love you Daddy.

Love your daughter. 

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