Miracles


she ignored all of God’s signs

and deliberately got caught up in the hype.

the hype of her title as a strife life wife.

she knew she was temporary.

she knew she was secondary.

she knew that God’s miracles are legendary.

she knew what occurred was the works of God.

she deliberately chose to create the space

of chaotic, robotic, and toxic facade.

he never loved her.

he never covered her.

he never stopped acting like a brother,

even though he became lover

under the sheets in secret.

she put out and he stayed put.

she convinced herself that his money was her wealth.

she’s an opportunist that studied when to move:

when he was low and alone her face was shown.

her lies multiplied in the facade hype of this life.

no one believes her lies and she’s currently quiet.

there’s a lot going on in her quicksand marriage.

she didn’t get her baby carriage because she’s barren.

she knew the possibility to conceive was highly unlikely.

she still expected miracles through her impurities.

her cultural bondage on marriage suffocated 

God’s biblical proof and she walked foolish.

a lot of people avoid her or played their roles,

because they see she was cold, and growing old.

tailspins in sin never wins with God.

miracles cannot happen under facades 

where she played sabotage god. 

she ignored all of God’s signs

and deliberately got caught up in the hype.

the hype of her title as a strife life wife.

she knew she was temporary.

she knew she was secondary.

she knew that God’s miracles are legendary.

she knew what occurred was the works of God.

she deliberately chose to create the space

of chaotic, robotic, and toxic facade.

he never loved her.

he never covered her.

he never stopped acting like a brother

even though he became lover

under the sheets in secret.

she put out so he stayed put.

in the Bible there’s the blueprint of foolish.

in the Bible there’s the blueprint of patience.

in the Bible there’s the blueprint of wisdom.

in the Bible there’s the blueprint of purity.

in the Bible there’s the blueprint of God’s security.

in the Bible there’s the blueprint of three strand marriages.

in the Bible there’s the blueprint on the calling 

of a rib to his ribcage: it’s in Genesis.

she never went to the Bible about her strife life.

God has all the answers in how to walk righteously.

God has all the answers in how to not be fleshly.

God has all the answers in how to have high discernment.

God has all the answers to embrace letting go

of the known toxic space of disgrace.

she thought she can make her stay not be a decay.

if a woman starts wrong with a man, 

and doesn’t go to God

then the relationship is a two strand facade.

pretending to go to God isn’t going to God.

flesh is a mess that breeds barbarity.

flesh is a mess that silences confessions.

the Bible deselected oppression by the Light 

of Jesus Christ to stand tall and fight 

by sparking the dark to all that’s not right

hiding inside by the broken routines of our lies.

she didn’t want healing because she’ll be leaving.

she didn’t want to leave this ongoing pain in no gain.

she didn’t want to let go of her blocked plans by God.

she expected the purity of God’s miracles with a stone heart.

she expected God’s blessings in the messiness of her flesh.

she didn’t want to grow. 

she just wanted be in this quicksand show.

she wants to reap from being cheap with this man

that stayed consistent in making her quicksand.

from day one he treated her indifferent.

over time he didn’t find reasons why to change.

the wedding rings were a showcase of arrangements 

by the voices in their space to save face 

in that building with no godly wings.

the prestigious newspaper didn’t help matters.

that wasn’t the miracle she wanted.

that article when picked apart has ungodly holes.

Ordained is organic and a blessing that God selects not flesh.

Ordained is when God tells the man 

and woman you’ll be one flesh someday.

Ordained takes time.

Ordained takes separation from others.

Ordained takes renovation on the inside.

Ordained cannot be elevated without God doing the work.

God does the work in His Chosen’s single season.

God is deliberate with his reasons 

and we must take a leap to trust.

The single season is imperative for ordained blessings. 

The single season should not be wasted 

going after a man with deep pockets 

for a life God will never bless if it’s not God’s will.

she ignored all of God’s signs

and deliberately got caught up in the hype.

the hype of her title as a strife life wife.

she knew she was temporary.

she knew she was secondary.

she knew that God’s miracles are legendary.

she knew what occurred was the works of God.

she deliberately chose to create the space

of chaotic, robotic, and toxic facade.

he never loved her.

he never covered her.

he never stopped acting like a brother

even though he became lover

under the sheets in secret.

she put out so he stayed put.

she was always a purpose to propel 

this man, and not stay with him to reap 

what God sowed for someone else.

she got caught up in the hype of this short life.

nothing changed after her last name did.

doing things wrong always has uncontrolled.

she cannot control what those around her knows.

she cannot control how he treats her.

she cannot control he doesn’t keep her.

she cannot control that God’s will isn’t her.

she cannot control this man’s miracles aren’t for her. 

she cannot control she’ll never be God’s Stir:

he + He + her with this man: she’s quicksand.

she cannot control God has a plan unfolding now.

she cannot control the pending bow

that allows her knees to the ground 

so she can finally breathe with ease

and release this displease to experience

God’s peace that surpasses all understanding.

it’s getting harder for her to make excuses.

it’s getting harder for her to stay: it’s useless.

it’s getting harder for her to pretend this didn’t end.

it’s getting harder for her to ignore she wants more.

it’s getting harder for her to overcompensate unhappiness.

it’s getting harder for her to fight in this stress.

it’s getting harder for her to ignore she’s alone.

it’s getting harder for her to ignore God’s signs.

it’s getting harder for her to act like she can’t

be freed from this toxicity with God as her key.

it’s getting harder for her to ignore she wants God’s miracles.

she must let go and let God move. 

she’s His daughter too.

Jesus died for her too.

Jesus sparked the dark for her light too.

Jesus has freedom for her too.

it’s up to her if she wants Jesus’ miracles.

All humans were created to desire higher.

All humans were created to want God’s miracles.

It’s all about the timing for God’s creation 

to want freedom and supernatural liberation.

stillness is God’s deliverance.

growth takes time and repetition in grace.

things are different this time around.

things will be different this summer.

growing in the flow of God destroys facades.

letting go of what’s known is freedom.

Expect the freedom of God’s miracles.

Thank you Holy Ghost.

Thank you King Jesus.

Thank you Constant One.

Love your fighter, lighter, and daughter.

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