Shaken


Dearest God,

Wow God how you lead me to biblically see exactly where I am still blows my mind. I truly believe I’ll never get accustomed to that. You lead me to chapter twelve in the book of Job. People do the most, and they definitely did the most in this chapter as well. The last few hours on the phone with Jojo* were so eye-opening. Thank you Jesus for trusting us with what you do, and giving us the strength to both walkthrough what we need to walkthrough.

your daughter sees her stay

is no longer a toxic decay 

in that scandaled cancelled show.

your daughter’s projections 

are a deflection of emotional rejection.

Jojo knows it’s only a go in God’s Flow.

Jojo received what couldn’t be believed.

she who is me sees pointing the finger 

is the played out trigger no longer bigger.

Jojo walked through the bondage of curfews 

by the bullying ruses her father abuses.

money is the honey that made Jojo funny.

that chokehold unfolded boldly not coldly.

Jojo isn’t validated by her father’s lies

that he used to make this stake shake,

and break her on the inside where 

she fed the gear of fear for dying years.

God’s Revival is Jojo’s supernatural arrival.

Jojo’s father calculated verbal assassinated violation.

God advocated and activated Jojo’s liberation 

through the freedom in biblical wisdom,

because Jojo glows with God’s Kingdom.

The reasons in this treason is deceiving, 

and the sting of death is ineffective.

The Cross of Calvary sets Jojo free effortlessly.

Jojo is no longer shaken but whole and awaken.

I realized that you’re really answering my prayers lately God. I know you usually answer them because you’ve done so in the past; however I’ve been praying for conscious awareness to the setbacks of satanic attacks for the last few days. God you have answered these prayers so quickly. Thank you Constant One. I realized on the phone just now the correlation of Jojo getting into a fight with her father, is parallel to us always fighting. We both aren’t working: she’s at her parent’s house, and I’m where you placed me safely [unconventionally,] by divine design. Jojo and I are the type of women that hate people coming for us. We both been bullied and those experiences left us scarred. We both seen a lot growing up. We both feel the need to be prepared. We are both broken souls that you’ve supernaturally healed from becoming old and cold. Thank you Constant One. Thank you for the sensitivity to your Holy Spirit, where I caught the brewing fight that was about to occur between Jojo and I to be demolished. You’re a faithful and good father Lord.

the minting felonies in this broken melody

of the building with no godly wings stings.

there’s an unwelcome awareness for greatness.

there’s a decreasing releasing from 

the clone drones of fun in no sun.

your daughter has been removed 

in an unsold cold sale where her sins failed.

your daughter fought and bought for a building 

with no ability to be set free faithfully in harmony.

intentional to stay on replay decay & disobey.

God you used your daughter’s ruses 

to defuse the allegiance with the 

he you say is for me through the hue of 

the mutant scrutiny of that broken community.

Faith moves mountains and moved your son.

your son being the he that you say is for me.

your son is the he in your Stir: he + He + her.

she is me who’s the her you say will occur,

because you God always write three strands 

not man who plays god in spinning sin

of two strand quicksand facades.

he + He + her is Kingdom Math and your Craft.

God you lead me to chapter twelve in the book of Job, and it pierced me to heart check myself. You made me face leaders individually that I used to serve under when I had no desire to ever see them again. I’m thankful that I did experience both encounters, because I grew and drew closer to you God. Verses twenty to twenty-five of chapter twelve in the book of Job stood out the most for me:

“He removeth away the speech of the trusty, and taketh away the understanding of the aged. He poureth contempt upon princes, and weakeneth the strength of the mighty. He discovereth deep things out of darkness, and bringeth out to light the shadow of death. He increaseth the nations, and destroyeth them: he enlargeth the nations, and straiteneth them again. He taketh away the heart of the chief of the people of the earth, and causeth them to wander in a wilderness where there is no way. They grope in the dark without light, and he maketh them to stagger like a drunken man.”

‭‭Job‬ ‭12:20-25‬ ‭KJV‬‬

You’re in control God. America is shaken about who’s currently in office. America is shaken about guilty murderers becoming acquitted. America is shaken about the latest and unfortunate attacks in Virginia. But you’re in control God. America is also banding together this morning in marches so far in Seattle, and in Massachusetts. The darkest journeys lead to the brightest Light. America is in dark days, and darker nights. Yet there’s no brighter Light than Jesus Christ. We are only better together. When it hurts enough we speak up, and stand for what’s right by fighting. The cold blooded murders lately has America hurting enough to march like Dr. King did in Alabama. The cold blooded murders have brave souls standing as leaders like JFK unapologetically did before he was assassinated like Heather Heyer was on August 12th 2017. America is angry enough to put aside the ignorant bondage known as racism to become one body by speaking up. Thank God that you’re a God that uses emotionally shaken for your glory. Thank God that these senseless deaths are not in vain, because America is using their pain for unified gain. You’re moving God. I’m so excited. I stand with my fellow Americans as well as the world to be unified as a humanity, because that’s the purpose of the Cross of Calvary. The Holy Trinity is the key to being set free, and the world is starting to see we are called to be one body faithfully.

I love you Constant One.

Love your

lighter,

fighter,

and daughter.

*names changed for privacy purposes. #teamproprivacy

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